Hi everyone. It’s the first Wednesday of the month and this means it’s time for the Insecure Writer’s Support Group (#IWSG) to meet. I have been doing pretty well in the writing department over the past month.
My Morning Pages, which I started last Saturday, are going strong so far, although I’m resisting getting up for writing them sometimes. I am not as strict with myself as Julia Cameron expects. I mean, I can’t handwrite at all, so I am typing up my pages. I am also not being strict about the three pages (750 words) per day. So far, yesterday, I almost got there. The other days, I barely got to 500 words if even that.
Then again, I’ve been blogging quite consistently over the past month. I wrote 23 blog posts in December, which means I reached my goal of publishing 300 posts in 2021 (in fact, I published 303). In January so far, I’ve been posting everyday and I am still quite motivated to continue doing so. There are a few blogging-related challenges that provide prompts, such as #Bloganuary, #JusJoJan, etc. I don’t intend on participating in any of these challenges every single day, but to use them as springboards towards creativity.
Now on to this month’s optional question. This month, we are asked to share our biggest regret in our writing career. I don’t quite consider myself as having a writing career per se and, as such, my biggest regrets involve things I didn’t do rather than things I did. Like, in late 2020, I fully intended on writing a story for Chicken Soup for the Soul about the impact of care homes closing to visitors due to the pandemic on me and my husband. I never did. I could, of course, still write the story and share it on my blog, but that would be different to submitting it to Chicken Soup.
Behind the fact that I never wrote, much less submitted the story is a fear of rejection. I tend to think my work is not good enough. Then again, if I don’t try, I will never succeed.
In my Morning Pages, I keep writing that maybe I am not supposed to do The Artist’s Way at all, because I am already public with my writing and my crafting. I am not a shadow artist in this respect. Furthermore, as Julia Cameron says, it is audacity, not talent, which gets some people to become published creatives and others to stay in the shadows. I tend to interpret this to mean that, if I am audacious enough to publish my work online without having done the program first, it must mean I’m not talented. That’s probably not what she means.
Rejection is scary isn’t it? I hate it.
Wishing you much writing joy in 2022.
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It’s definitely scary, but when we don’t face the possibility by never submitting something, we will never face the possibility of acceptance either. Thank you for commenting.
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Scheduling something is always something I think I should do, and then at some point it peters off. But you are writing and setting goals and doing very well with some of them if not all…but that leaves room for growth. Better to take small steps than none at all.
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Thank you so much for your kind words. Yes, I am certainly meeting some of my writing-related goals.
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Nobody likes rejection but it does happen, just keep going no matter what!
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Thank you for encouraging me. So true.
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While I aim for x number of rejections per year, rejection still sucks. We can spin it any way we want, it will always be tough. I haven’t done The Artist’s Way, though I do have it on my shelf. One of these days.
The Warrior Muse
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That’s interesting that you actually calculate rejection into your submissions so much that you sort of aim for them. Or was that a typeo? Thank you for sharing.
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I think all writers fear rejection. It happens every time we query agents, but if they give constructive criticism then we can learn from it.
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Thank you for sharing your point of view. That helps a lot!
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If you enjoy writing, then any amount of writing should be celebrated. My regret is that I didn’t begin sooner, but I guess had to wait for writing to find me.
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Thank you for sharing. That’s so interesting. I’ve been writing from a young age on, so I totally feel you about regretting not having started at an earlier age.
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I’m sure your very talented, I am glad you put yourself out there, to me, you write beautifully. I love how you write!
Did you get the artists way in ebook form?
xoxo
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Yes, I got The Artist’s Way in eBook form off Apple Books. It’s awesome! Thanks for the compliment on my writing.
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May all your writing dreams come true in 2022!
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Thanks so much for the encouragement.
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