My Braille display, which I use to access my computer and smartphone as I am blind, is giving me problems again. In fact, it’s been acting up ever since only a few days after it got fixed three weeks ago, but I hadn’t wanted to disclose this on my blog. After all, the Braille display costs several thousands of euros and the company had originally claimed that home contents insurance (which I don’t have at this point) should pay for the repair, so I had been wanting to keep this private while investigating my options. Now though, the thing has been acting up so badly that it caused me to spiral into a parasuicidal crisis. This may seem odd, technology being so powerful as to get me to lose my sanity. Thankfully, my husband calmed me down!
This post was written for Six Sentence Story Thursday, for which the prompt today was “Powerful”. It was also inspired by Abbie’s contribution to the blog hop.
I’m glad I could inspire your story but sorry you’re having so much trouble with your braille display. Good luck getting it fixed.
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Thank you so much! Hopefully the company will fix it soon and I won’t have to pay.
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Oh that’s so frustrating!
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It definitely is! Thank you for your comment.
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Technology, when it acts up all the time with no end in sight, can seriously cause one to lose sanity. I experienced that over a year ago for half a year or so, one thing after another, without suicidality involved, thankfully, but I did feel like my brain itself was about to kill me with rumination, and the recovery process was quite long. I still keep having dreams about that. Anyways, I’m really glad that your husband was able to help you feel a bit calmer. I wish these Braille display people could finally do their job properly, it sounds like one huge never-ending story.
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Thank you so much! Like I said before, they claimed the other one has water damage even though I never ever drink when in front of my computer or touch my Braille display with wet hands or whatever. I’m pretty much convinced they’re going to say the same about this one, which is rather absurd but still. I think the fifth generation Focus Braille display just can’t handle my hands.
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that sucks astrid! I hope you can sort it out soon! Are you ok now?
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I really hope so too. Thank you. 🙂
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Yay for hubby!
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Yes, so true! He said that, even if I have to pay for a repair myself, that won’t be the end of the world.
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I sure hope things work out for your display. A vital piece of technology is important to all of us these days.
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Yes, true. I hope once it is fixed again, it won’t give me more problems.
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Oh so sorry Astrid. I hope a solution is in sight. Take care and hopefully things will get better.
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Thanks so much! I hope so too, but I’m skeptical.
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Keep the hope alive.
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It is good to have a husband to help. I hope the machine will start working properly.
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Thanks. It will need repairing yet again. Hopefully after that it won’t be giving me more problems.
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Oh no! Tech acting up really aggravates – and in your case, it really hinders your connection to the digital world!
Hope it all gets sorted out soon.
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Thank you so much! Yes, it’s true that it really impairs my connecting to others digitally. I mean, I could use text-to-speech too, but that’s not nearly as useful for me.
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I hear you. Hope it’s all sorted out soon. Stay safe & well, Astrid!
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Thank you! 🙂
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Tech is fine when it works, beyond frustration when it doesn’t. Hope it’s sorted soon.
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Thank you and I agree. Hopefully it’ll be fixed soon indeed.
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There’s nothing more frustrating and exasperating than a piece of equipment breaking soon after it was supposed to have been repaired. Malfunctioning computers definitely can drive one mad! Thank goodness Astrid, you’ve got someone to spread some calm 🙂 I hope your tech woes are soon resolved!
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Thank you so much! Yes, I’m so glad my husband comforted me.
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To err is human, but to really foul things up requires technology.
Hope it is all fixed properly and soon.
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Thank you! I hope so too.
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Great job
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